| 2018 MOST DISAPPOINTING READS |

I decided not to name this list my hated books of 2018 because I did not hate any of the books I will list below. Some of the reasons why these books disappointed me include not living up to the hype, some things did not click for me, something annoyed me big time, did not enjoy the characters, etc. 

Books that will show up here does not mean that I did not enjoy them. It just means that there was something iffy for me about the book.

Now here is my most disappointing reads of 2018 along with the reasons why!

NOTE: If you don't want to be spoiled, don't read the parts that are strikedthrough.

1. When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon (3.6/5)
   • It felt overhyped for me. I saw this a lot in the booktube community and I did not understand all the hype. The story was okay but I had issues with the characters and some of the events.
   • Things escalated quickly and there were some scenes that weren't really necessary.
   • I did not really like Dimple's character. She was too selfish for my taste and kind of annoying too.
   • The web development part wasn't really focused even though it's one of the main point of the setting.
     
2. What If It's Us By Becky Albertalli and Adam Silver (3.7/5)
   • Another overhyped book for me. I see why other people enjoyed this but it didn't work for me. The story and the writing was okay but I had some issues with the build up of the characters.
   • I like the concept of the meet cute but I really didn't feel the chemistry after they found each other. They were cute as friends but I wasn't buying them as a couple. I also got annoyed that they easily got mad at each other. Simply things that could be talked about caused major issues that didn't feel like a super big deal for me.
   • Also, I hate the fact that they did not really got together at the end (or at that point in time, no). The premise was based on that and then things don't work out?? Wtf man.
     
3. Vengeful by VE Schwab (3.8/5)
   • I really did not feel the need for this second book after reading it. It was okay but the plot line was just repetitive. They had the same issues to deal with just with additional characters.
   • Some characters were added just to cause more friction. They weren't necessary at all. I didn't feel their importance.
   • Also, confusing timelines.
     
4. The Twelve Days of Dash and Lily by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan (3.5/5)
   • I did not enjoy this as much as the first book which was kind of a disappointment. The story wasn't as exciting and the characters showed their annoying side (I'm looking at you Lily).
   • I disliked Lily in this book because she was so negative. She fucked up things without any solid reason. I felt like she lost any character development.
   • My boyfriend, who loved the first book, decided to DNF it because he couldn't take what was done to the characters and the story.
     
     
5. Beneath the Sugar Sky by Seanan McGuire (4/5)
   • This wasn't really bad at all. I just didn't feel as amazed as I did with her previous books and that's why it disappointed me.
   • The writing wasn't as beautiful as before and the story wasn't as exciting. There were predictable parts and honestly, some of it felt a little boring. We don't feel the same attachments we did to the characters because we haven't really seen them a lot before (except for Kade and Christopher).
     
6. Leah on the Offbeat by Becky Albertalli (4/5)
   • Again, this wasn't really bad at all. I just kind of had a big expectation because I just finished Simon vs The Homo Sapiens Agenda before I started this. I loved that book a lot and since Leah is Simon's friend, I thought I would enjoy this as much as I enjoyed Simon's story but I did not.
   • The story was alright. I loved how we got to see Leah's gang again. The main issue that I had was Leah. I wasn't really feeling her at all and I kind of got pissed at her. She's full of rants and negativity and I felt off about it. I also didn't really like her romance story for some reason. I'm all for girl x girl love story but I didn't feel theirs at all. It kind of felt rushed.

| 2018 BOOKS I DID NOT FINISH |

This is the list of books I started in 2018 but for some reason did not finish. I may finish this books in the future but at this moment their status is unknown.

1. And I Darken by Kiersten White
   • I was actually interested at the start. It was kind of cool reading about how tough the main character is in a world that doesn't really empower her gender but the world building was kind of slow so at 100th page I kind of lost my mood to read. I haven't picked it up since. I don't know if I will ever continue again because the prospect of continuing a new series kind of overwhelms me at the moment.
2. The Magician by Michael Scott
   • This is a second book in the series so at least I was able to finish the first one. I actually just stopped this because other books caught my attention but I still plan on continuing this. Also, it was actually a bit slow and the copies I kept on getting had issues like weird spacing or missing quotation marks so that kind of made me annoyed. I don't know if I will reach the last book but at this point I'm still positive on finishing the second one. I actually continued some of the chapters today. Hopefully I'll finish it in January 2019.
3. Losing Hope by Colleen Hoover
   • I actually tried to read this immediately after reading Hopeless and I reached the 1/3 mark. I stopped because the events from Hopeless felt too fresh on my mind and it felt repetitive for me so I did not appreciate it at all. I don't know if I will still continue reading this at the moment because I don't really love Dean and not really interested on his point of view.
4. To Kill a Kingdom by Alexandra Christo
   • I was actually intrigued by this book. I wanted to know more but the copy I had kept fucking me up. Chapters kept getting broken and jumping onto next chapters so it annoyed the hell out of me. I stopped and haven't picked it up since. I don't know if there is a better copy now. We'll see if I pick it up again.
5. Turtles All the Way Down by John Green
   • I love John Green but for some reason I haven't been really feeling this book. I am 1/3 in but I haven't really appreciated anything. The lead character bored me and the story isn't really interesting to me. I don't know if I will continue this in the future because I already tried two times. Hopefully, I will but we'll see in the future.

| BOOKS I READ IN 2018 |

I completed my goodreads reading challenge this year! I set 25 as my goal and I managed to read 37 which is an achievement for me so yehey! 

I read 9,630 pages across 37 books.

SHORTEST BOOK: Son of the Dawn by Cassandra Clare (48 pages)

LONGEST BOOK: Queen of Air and Darkness by Cassandra Clare (912 pages)

AVERAGE LENGTH OF BOOK: 275 pages

MY AVERAGE RATING FOR 2018: 4.3/5

1. The Young Queens by Kendare Blake (4/5)
2. Beneath the Sugar Sky by Seanan McGuire (4/5)
3. The Dreadful Tale of Prosper Redding by Alexandra Bracken (4.25/5) 
4. The Twelve Days of Dash and Lily by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan (3.5/5)
5. Meet Cute: Some People Are Destined to Meet (3.8/5) 
6. Mirrored by Alex Flinn (3.7/5)
7. When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon (3.6/5)
8. Son of the Dawn by Cassandra Clare (4.25/5)
9. Aru Shah and the End of Time by Roshani Chokshi (4/5)
10. The Oracle Queen by Kendare Blake (4.3/5)
11. Circe by Madeline Miller (4.5/5)
12. The Burning Maze by Rick Riordan (5/5)
13. Cast Long Shadows by Cassandra Clare (4.75/5)
14. Every Exquisite Thing by Cassandra Clare (5/5)
15. Learn about Loss by Cassandra Clare (4.5/5)
    
    I've already my short reviews for the first 15 books during the first half of the year. You can check it out in this link. :D
    
16. Simon vs The Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli (5/5)
• I loved the movie but I enjoyed the book more!
• I found the story fun and enjoyable to read. I love the interactions between the characters and I absolutely adored Jacques and Blue.
  
17. Leah on the Offbeat by Becky Albertalli (4/5)
    • I enjoyed this but I didn't really love it. I loved the friendship between the characters though.
    • I did not like Leah as the main character. She kind of annoyed me.
    • I found the love story cute but the ending felt kind of rushed.
    • The highlight of this for me is still the romance between Jacques and Blue.
      
18. All Your Perfects by Colleen Hoover (4.8/5)
• I loved the story. The issues were more adult compared to her other books but it still breaks your heart just the same.
• The events that happened were too realistic which made it more heartbreaking. 
• It hurt to see the difference between the past interactions and the present interactions of the characters.
• So many things to think about a relationship that you can probably relate to (I know I did).
  
19. Hopeless by Colleen Hoover (4.8/5)
    • This is the most fucked up book I've read by Colleen Hoover. 
    • The beginning started out normal but after you reach a certain point, you would get an intense roller coaster of emotions. So many twists and turns.
    • I liked the relationship of the lead characters but I do think that their development was quite fast.
      
20. Finding Cinderella by Colleen Hoover (3.9/5)
    • The love story between the lead characters were okay. Nothing amazing but it was fun to read. Their interactions were funny but there were some things that were fucked up.
      
21. A Deeper Love by Cassandra Clare (4/5)
    • Interesting story but not really important. 
    • I liked that we got to see Jem and Tessa together but for some reason I really didn't like the timing.
    • I liked seeing Catarina and Jem telling her about something that's important to her made me happy.
      
      
22. PJO: The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan (5/5) 
23. PJO: The Sea of Monsters by Rick Riordan (5/5)
24. PJO: The Titan's Curse by Rick Riordan (5/5)
25. PJO: The Battle of the Labyrinth by Rick Riordan (5/5)
26. PJO: The Last Olympian by Rick Riordan (5/5)
    • For the review about the whole Percy Jackson and the Olympian Series, just refer here.
    • I loved rereading Rick Riordan's PJO series again. I had fun reading about Percy and his adventures.
    • I loved this even from the first book. It was an interesting introduction to the world of Greek Myth.
    • Percy Jackson is one of the most interesting main character from a book series and it was fun reading from his point of view again. I loved his interactions with the different characters and his love for his family.
      
27. City of Ghosts by Victoria Schwab (4.25/5)
    • It was such a simple and short read but I enjoyed it. I found Victoria Schwab's beautiful and her writing of this story was quite intriguing and creepy.
      
28. HoO: The Lost Hero by Rick Riordan (4.5/5)
    • This followed the same formula as the first series but I didn't enjoy it as much as I did with PJO which is probably because I don't really like Jason as a main character. He was kind of boring to be honest.
    • I still enjoyed the story from this book and how it played out though.  The adventures were still on point.
      
29. The Wicked Ones by Cassandra Clare (4.5/5)
    • This was such an interesting and intriguing story. We got to see Jace's mother - Celine Montclaire. I liked reading from her point of view even though we know things don't end well for her. We get to see her connection to Valentine and their weird bond.
    • I liked that it was set in Paris. I loved Cassie's writing about Paris.
      
30. Two Dark Reigns by Kendare Blake (4/5)
    • The story was still interesting but nothing amazing happens. 
    • It was kind of confusing seeing different point of views in different places and you don't really know who to cheer for because things aren't as clear as they used too.
    • The revelation here was kind of messed up. It made you hope hard.
      
31. The Alchemyst by Michael Scott (4/5)
    • The pacing was a bit slow but the book was mainly okay. I was just not pushed to continue the series but I still may.
    • I love the interconnection between the different mythologies of different cultures. It was amazing how Michael wove them together.
    • The twins character were a little weak that's why I wasn't really impressed.
      
32. The Land I Lost by Cassandra Clare (5/5)
    • This is the best story in the Ghosts of the Shadow Market Anthology. 
    • I loved seeing Alec in all his glory. I loved seeing his interactions with the downworlders and with his family. I loved that we got the story of how he met Rafe.
      
33. Through Blood, Through Fire by Cassandra Clare (5/5)
    • I loved this story because we got to see the main point of Jem's trip to the Shadowhunter Markets. 
    • It was interesting to see the reason why the Kit's bloodline is so important.
    • Also, that reveal! Omg I did not see that coming but I loved it so much. It made me want to scream out loud in the office.
      
34. Queen of Air and Darkness by Cassandra Clare (4.5/5)
    • So many good things that happened but there were also things that you would question as to why it was needed in the book. 
    • So many heartbreaking things. Especially on the first pages.
    • I had an issue on how easy things came to be in the end. There was not really a consequence on the major things that left me questioning them.
    • The Cohort annoyed the hell out of me. They were just so stupid.
    • I still really didn't connect with Julian and Emma as the lead that's why this didn't beat Clockwork Princess or City of Heavenly Fire for me. Also, it was kind of not really an end book.
      
35. Vengeful by VE Schwab (3.8/5)
    
    • I really did not feel the need for this second book. The main story was just repetitive of the first one that it kind of bored me. 
    • The timeline in this one kind of confused me and there were characters that was added that felt like they were just there to make things longer and complicated but they were really irrelevant.
    • I liked that we got to see more EO's though.
    
    
36. Muse of Nightmares by Laini Taylor (4.8/5)
    • This is not as beautiful and amazing as Strange the Dreamer but it was still a masterpiece. 
    • I loved seeing the story unfold and things resolve itself. There were still many shocking things to see. 
    • I love the implication that this world may be connected to the world in Daughter of Smoke and Bone.
      
37. What If It's Us By Becky Albertalli and Adam Silver (3.7/5)
    • The story was interesting. I liked how things unfolded but I really didn't feel the chemistry between the lead characters. They were cute together but I enjoyed them more as friends which was kind of disappointing because I felt that it wasn't what the story was selling.
    • I loved Dylan and Samantha's romance though. They were really cute together.

| NEWLY DISCOVERED AUTHORS OF 2018 |

Most of the books I read this year were from authors I've read from before but I did manage to sneak in five new ones this year! Yay for me! That's an achievement for me because recently I've just been reading sequels to books I've followed from before or new releases by authors I know and love. 

Here is the list of my newly discovered authors!

1. Alexandra Bracken
- The only book I read by her is the Prosper Redding one and I enjoyed it. I like her writing. It's fun and easy to read.

2. Michael Scott
- I started the The Secrets of the Immortal Flamel series this year and I enjoyed Michael's writing. It's interesting to read about a world that mashed up the different mythological stuff of different cultures.

3. Sandhya Menon
- I liked Sandhya's writing even though I didn't really love When Dimple Met Rishi. Her writing is easy to read and fun.

4. Adam Silvera
- I only read What If It's Us which is a collaboration between him and Becky Albertalli. Even I had an issue with Ben's character, I still enjoyed his point of view especially when he is joined by Dylan.

5. Roshani Chokshi
- I liked that I found another author who writes about mythology. I found Aru Shah enjoyable and an interesting take on Hindu Myth. Her characters are fun and her writing is easy to read.

Also, shoutout to Colleen Hoover though because I read three book by her this year!

| RECAP ON MY MOST AWAITED BOOKS OF 2018 |

So, at the start of this year I made my most awaited books of 2018.

Click here to look back at that post! 

I managed to read 12 out of 23 books I listed there which is better than last years (I read 11). I was shocked that I managed to read that many from my list because I haven't really read much this year. All of the books I managed to finish were sequel to series or books from an author I've read before.

Here is the list of the 2018 releases that I managed to read this year!

1. Meet Cute: Some People Are Destined to Meet
2. Beneath the Sugar Sky by Seanan McGuire
3. Aru Shah and the End of Time by Roshani Chokshi
4. The Oracle Queen by Kendare Blake
5. Circe by Madeline Miller
6. Son of the Dawn by Cassandra Clare (this should have been the Shadowhunter Market Series)
7. The Burning Maze by Rick Riordan
8. All Your Perfects by Colleen Hoover
9. Two Dark Reign by Kendare Blake
10. Vengeful by VE Schwab
11. Queen of Air and Darkness by Cassandra Clare
12. The Muse of Nightmares by Laini Taylor 

For my thoughts on these books, wait for my Books I've Read in 2018 post! :)

Catching Up On Things That I Did

I can't possible write individual reviews for shows, movies, and books I've read throughout the year now because 2018 is almost at its end. So what I plan to do (or cram) for the next few days before 2018 ends is to just make a short review for each of them. A list of the possible incoming posts would be about:

• Recap on My Most Anticipated Books of 2018
• Newly Discovered Authors of 2018
• Most Disappointing Reads of 2018
• Best Books of 2018
• Books I Did Not Finish in 2018
• Most Disappointing Movies of 2018
• Best Movies of 2018
• Shows I Watched in 2018
• Movies I Watched in 2018
• Books I Read in 2018
• My Life in 2018

Let's see how many I get to cram before 2019 starts!

| BOOK - The Wicked Ones by Cassandra Clare and Robin Wasserman |

THE WICKED ONES

'It seemed unfair that the city was so full of stone creatures who could feel nothing and here she was, feeling so unbearably much.' 

SYNOPSIS: A story about Brother Zachariah, Celine Montclaire, and the other members of the Circle.

RATING: 4.5/5

REVIEW: 

I found the story in this quite interesting. It showed a lot about human nature especially with regards to Celine Montclaire. She had to endure many hardships and we get to see her make choices based from those hardships. It's interesting to know more about the Circle Members even though it's just Robert, Stephen, and Valentine. Also, Cassandra Clare's writing about Paris was beautiful.

On the other hand, I really enjoyed seeing Jem finding something concrete about the quest he is doing.

SHOULD YOU READ IT: If you want to know more about Celine Montclaire - Jace's mother and the progress with Jem's quest, then absolutely.

• I really loved reading about Paris. It seemed so beautiful yet sad on Celine's eyes.
• It's funny to see that Stephen inherited the bird phobia - he's afraid of pigeons.
• It's interesting to see Stephen Herondale here. He inherited the Herondale sarcasm/humor, phobia, and looks yet he's so different than the ones we knew. 
• I have mixed feelings about Celine. I can understand the loneliness she went through but I didn't like the choices the she made. I always thought that Valentine forced her to marry Stephen but it seemed like they forced Stephen. I never imagined that she would be in cahoots with Valentine based on what was mentioned of her in the Mortal Instruments. It's really interesting how her experiences shaped her to be the person she is. If only Brother Zachariah spent more time with her.
• It's heartbreaking to read about what Celine had to go through when she was young. Her parents were such asshole and they deserved what they got. I just didn't really like the fact that Celine was the one who finalized their fate.
• It's funny to read about Shadowhunters knowing about Pop Culture.
• I really liked finding out that the Lost Herondale that Jem is seeking is a woman. I like Rosemary. She's feisty. I wonder if she is Kit Herondale's mother? She's kind of close to their timeline because this during the Circle's time.
• I really hated that Celine and Jem only had a minor interaction. I wonder what Celine's future would have been if Jem had been able to reach out to her?
• WHAT HAPPENED?
• Celine, Stephen, and Robert were under a mission to observe a certain warlock by Valentine. Celine is in love with Stephen and is not trying to show it.
• They tried to invade the Warlock's stall in the Night Market but she got one on them. She managed to put a love potion on Stephen so that he'll fall for Celine which shocked her.
• They managed to capture the warlock and tie her up and torture her. Celine overheard Robert and Stephen talking about the fact that they look at her as someone immature and always in need of someone.
• Celine decides to roam around Paris while mourning her feelings for Stephen. She encountered Rosemary and Jack and even saves Rosemary from demons. Rosemary warned her about Valentine.
• Meanwhile, Jem managed to track Jack Crow whom he believes to be the Lost Herondale. They agreed to meet sometime in the afternoon. Jem also encountered Celine in the Shadow Market and they bonded on their love for certain Herondales.
• Jack Crow did not come to their meeting place. Instead, Jem encountered Rosemary. He realized that she's the Lost Herondale and not Jack. He gave her back the Herondale locked with a spell on it in case she ever needed her help. He did not force her to come with him.
• Celine went to Valentine's home where she encountered him killing the warlock they interrogated after finding out that Valentine paid her and in cahoots with him. He framed the Shadowhunters they were tracking just to get rid of them. Celine found out that it was her parents who were being framed yet she did not do anything to set them free. Celine accepted her destiny with Valentine who will give her Stephen.

FAVORITE QUOTES:

"You sure there's not some kind of rune to keep those foul beasts away?" Stephen Herondale said as a thunderous flutter of wings descended. He ducked, whacked blindly at his feathered foe.
The flock of pigeons quick passed, without dealing any mortal blows. Celine waved off a couple of stragglers, and Stephen breathed a sign of relief.
"My hero," he said.

"The great Herondale warrior afraid of pigeons?" she teased, hoping he wouldn't hear the quaver in her voice.
"Not afraid. Simply exhibiting a prudent amount of caution in the face of a potentially demonic creature."
"Demon pigeons?"
"I look upon them with great suspicion," Stephen said with as much dignity as a pigeon-phobe could muster.

"It's like an Eidolon demon tried turning into Cyndi Lauper and accidentally got stuck midway through," Celine joked.
"Huh?" Robert said. "Is that another warlock?"
Stephen smirked. "Yeah, Robert. Another warlock. The Clave executed her 'cause she just wanted to have fun."

I sometimes think there is nothing more painful than love denied. To love someone you cannot have, to stand beside your heart's desire and be unable to take them in your arms. A love that cannot be requited. I can think of nothing more painful than that.

Feelings is what makes us human. Even the most difficult feelings. Perhaps especially those. Love, loss, longing -- this is what it means to be truly alive.

It would be unjust to blame the past for the choices made in the present. Nor can we justify present choices by invoking sins of the past.

We always have a choice, Jem said, and for once, the voice in her mind sounded lie him, warm and close. It's not always the choice we would want, but it's a choice nonetheless. The past happens to us. But we choose our future.

| BOOK - City of Ghosts by Victoria Schwab |

CITY OF GHOSTS

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"Watch and listen, see and know. This is what you are."'

SYNOPSIS: A story a girl who started to see ghosts after she almost died.

RATING: 4.25/5

REVIEW: 

The plot isn't really that unique but it's interesting to see how Victoria Schwab wrote her version. I love how the story unfolded and the way she wrote about the setting allowed you to imagine it vividly. There were creepy moments especially whenever the different restless ghosts were mentioned. Nothing mind blowing happened but it is enjoyable.

You won't fall in love with the characters but you'll find them interesting. I love Jacob. His sarcasm and reactions to things Cassidy did was very entertaining to read about. I love how he seems to genuinely care for Cassidy. The villain was also interesting to read about. She's not really evil but rather super twisted.

Overall, it was such a simple and short read but really interesting. I'm really interested in continuing the series when the next book comes out.

SHOULD YOU READ IT: If you want something short but interesting then yes.

• I wonder what Jacob did in this past and how he came to the rescue of Cassidy. I wonder what will happen in the future. Seeing different ghosts from various sources makes you seriously think which type he'll become.
• I love the subtle Harry Potter mention for the Potterheads. 
• I didn't like Lara in the beginning. She seemed bossy and she's mean towards Jacob but I warmed up to her in the latter part especially when she rescued them and when Cassidy found out that she never released her grandfather.
• I love the concept of people who come from the dead being able to have the powers to release them. Most ghosts just probably want to be free and I'm glad that there is someone there for them. I wonder what type of ghosts will Cassidy be facing in the next book?
• I really like Findley. Even though he's just a minor character, he seemed so welcoming and he helped Cassidy a lot.
• I was really creeped out on the different settings in Scotland that were mentioned. It seemed that there is so much dark history there and you can see why Victoria Schwab used it as the setting for this book.
• I got really tensed when Cassidy's light was stolen by the Raven in Red. It was such a fast paced part of the story and I liked it.
• WHAT HAPPENED?
• Cassidy discussed how she can see ghosts after she almost died and she befriended one, Jacob.
• She decided to visit the auditorium on her school and found a ghost there who she freed.
• Her parents informed her that their book got turned into a tv series starring them and because of it, they'll spend summer in Scotland.
• Her parents filmed their tv series on different locations in Scotland.
• Her mother took her to a church with a graveyard where she first encountered vicious ghosts and the Raven in Red.
• The next one was the vaults and where Cassidy was pulled by the other world without her control. The ghosts there were vicious and she ran away for her safety.
• She saw Lara outside the vaults and she found out that they are supposed to be ghost hunters. They're supposed to free ghosts from their trapped existence.
• They went to a hanging grounds where Cassidy did not feel safe again.
• She decided not to join them for the castle but she met up with Lara and Lara discussed their duty once again and even demonstrated about what they should do. Lara told her to stay away from the Raven in Red because if the Raven got her light, she'll be able to wreak havoc and Cassidy will die once again.
• Findley took Cassidy to the castle where she encountered the Raven once again. She took Jacob and was able to trap Cassidy and take her light. Cassidy got trapped in the other world.
• She and Jacob did their best to follow the Raven while trying to contact Lana. They encountered other ghosts that the Raven used as defense. Meanwhile, the Raven was digging up her own body so that she can resurrect herself using Cassidy's light. Cassidy, Jacob, Lana, and Findley did their best to fight the Raven and won.
• Cassidy got grounded because she went missing during the fight. Lana gave her a mirror as defense. 

FAVORITE QUOTES:

Just because you can't see them doesn't mean they aren't there.

The living may take strength from love and hope, but the dead grow strong on darker things. On pain and anger and regret.

I can't read his, but all things considered, I would rather be alive and not psychic than psychic and a ghost.
He looks up at the word ghost and clears his throat. "I prefer the phrase 'corporeally challenged.'"

But when you take a photograph, things stay still. The way that they were, is the way that they are, is the way that they will always be. 
Which is why I love pictures.

"Fine, seven," I say as we reach my street, "but I get final approval. And no Batman."
He looks aghast. "You heathen."

So my parents talk about-- or write about-- ghosts, but can't actually see them.
I can actually see ghosts, but don't want to talk-- or write --about them. 
I'm pretty sure that's called irony.

As Mom and I make our way to the graveyard, I can practically hear Jacob in my head, uttering a low, sarcastic yaaaaaay.

"Stories have power," she says. "So long as you believe them."

"Well, this is a whole lot of nope," says Jacob, backing away.

This isn't so bad, I think, right before Mom tells me that it used to be an execution ground. Why am I even surprised?

Dad gestures to a low stone slab, a marker on the ground. "See that, Cassidy? Hundreds were put to death right here."
The Veil turns leaden as I reach out to run my hand along the marker.
"Haha noooo," says Jacob, shooing me away.

"You've always been so sensitive to those things."
"Drowning didn't help," offers Jacob cheerfully. 

"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Don't freak out," I say slowly.
His eyes narrow. "That's really not the way to start a sentence if you want me to stay calm."

"Watch and listen, see and know. This is what you are."

| MOVIE - Hereditary |

HEREDITARY

SYNOPSIS: A grieving family experiences unnatural things.

RATING: 2.5/10
REVIEW: 
I really disliked this movie. It was intriguing in the beginning but not even halfway through the movie, things got boring. It had a very slow pacing and everything got confusing. The story went to weird directions and the ending sucked. Probably would have been better if there were back stories about the grandma. 

I absolutely felt nothing for the characters even though they were experiencing terrible things. The movie didn't feel like a horror to me. Sure, there were some jump-scare scenes but I really didn't feel scared. 

The actor for Peter didn't look anything like his family members. It distracted me because you can really see that they are not related in real life. Toni Colette's acting was great but I felt that at times it seems like she was overacting for a scene which resulted to me not appreciating some scenes more.

It didn't live up to the high rating it got on imdb for me. 

SHOULD YOU WATCH IT: Absolutely not (unless you want to waste 2 hours of your life).
WOULD I WATCH IT AGAIN: Absolutely not.

• The only scenes I found shocking / creepy were:
• When Charlie hit her head on the telephone pole and lost her head.
• Annie got possessed and started climbing the wall and slicing her head off.
• I really don't understand how the title is related to what happened in the movie. What is the hereditary part? The demon? The grandma's ritual? Paimon and Charlie? I am still so confusing.
• I am disappointed because I thought the grandma would play a whole bigger role rather than being a dead body with a missing head. Or even Charlie. Instead, we get Joan, a weirdo who just seemed like she lost her mind in trying to contact her dead grandchild. Did she really have a dead grandchild though?
• It felt unfair that Annie blamed Peter for everything especially since it was her fault that Charlie was with Peter. Charlie didn't want to go to the party but Annie made her go.
• It would have been better if we got to see more of Charlie rather than her being dead in the first few minutes. She could've been utilized more to bring creepiness to the story.
• The reveal that Joan and the grandma were friends didn't make such an impact on me. Even though it was supposed to be the climax part, I didn't feel anything. Also, why did Steve die when Annie threw the notebook? That was weird.

| BOOK - A Deeper Love by Cassandra Clare |

A DEEPER LOVE

'Age had not consumed him, as it had her Will, but he might be taken from her all the same.'

SYNOPSIS: A story about Brother Zachariah, Tessa Gray, and Catarina Loss.

RATING: 4/5

REVIEW: Again, nothing much happens in this book. We get to see Tessa and Jem together but that's it. It was interesting seeing Catarina at work though. She helped so many people during the war and I'm glad that Jem got to tell her something important.

SHOULD YOU READ IT: Yes, it was a quick read.

• For some reason, I wasn't okay seeing Jem and Tessa talk about their love. I mean, Will just died (three years is not enough). Sure, Tessa loved Jem even before but it made me feel like she had a backup. Don't get me wrong, I love Jem and Tessa together in the current timeline but at this point in time it felt wrong for me.
• I love seeing Catarina. I'm glad that she got to find out that it wasn't her fault that Roland Herondale fled. I'm sure it made her feel better to know that Ronald is alive even though he's on the run.
• I wonder what is up with Roland Herondale's wife. Why did the fae try to kill Jem just because he asked about Roland? How is this connected to Kit Herondale?
• SUMMARY OF WHAT HAPPENED:
• Tessa and Catarina are working as nurses during the war. 
• Brother Zachariah is still looking for the lost herondale. He asked around the Shadow Market for information. He went to an informant who turned out to be a fae who warned him to stop looking and they fought. He killed the fae but the fae managed to poison him. He went looking for Tessa and Catarina to help cure him.
• Tessa and Catarina took Jem to their loft. Catarina tried her best to cure Jem. Tessa and Jem had some moments together. Tessa told him not to distance himself because they should mourn together about Will. Jem informed Tessa about why he got injured and Catarina found out about the fact that the son of the Herondale she saved is still alive but is on the run.
• Jem fled for their loft thinking that he doesn't deserve Tessa because he can't give her what she wants since he's still a Silent Brother.

FAVORITE QUOTES:

This was a game they sometimes played-- what will you eat first when this war is over? Of all the terrible things that were going on, sometimes the most ordinary ran the deepest.

There was nothing worse than being left alone, the one you loved ripped from you.

Constant activity kept grief at bay because there was no time to think.

Being what I am, how can I comfort you? asked Jem.
"If you cannot," said Tessa, "there is nobody in this world who can."

She could love enough for both of them. Any part of Jem was better than all of any other man alive.

"So many problems are caused by unnecessary secrets."

"Danger?" she said. "Jem, I am immortal. And look outside. Look at the city burning. The only thing I am frightened of is being without those I love.

| Meet Cute: Some People are Destined to Meet |

PAGES: 216 (Ebook)

SYNOPSIS: A collection of meet cute stories. Meet cute is the part of a story where two people meet for the first time before they fall in love.

OVERALL RATING: 3.75/5

REVIEW: It was an interesting collection. There were two stories I didn't like but since there were 14 stories it's safe to say that most of the stories were okay, likable or adorable. There were two stories that stood out for me but I had fun with most of the other stories. They just weren't as impactful as the two ones I really liked. I liked that there was a diverse set of characters - not all of the couples are male and female. It made the stories much more interesting and amazing. Take note that most of the stories end after the two lead characters meet so it doesn't really have much closure. If you don't like stories like that, don't read this. You'd probably get annoyed. 

1.  SIEGE ETIQUETTE BY KATIE COTUGNO

You're the most popular girl in your grade- or at least, you were before everything happened. Now you kind of don't know what you are. A curiosity, maybe.

RATING: 1.5/5

REVIEW: MaleFemale. This is the story that I really did not like. The writing was alright. The scenario was fine but I really did not like the lead female character. The male character was alright but not really interesting. I really disliked this story because even though I feel bad for Hailey, I really hated that she cheated on her boyfriend with Wolf.

2.  PRINT SHOP BY NINA LACOUR

When I dare to be powerful, to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid. 

RATING: 4.75/5

REVIEW: FemaleFemale. Nina's writing was really beautiful. You could visualize the printshop that Evie worked in. The characters were interesting and I enjoyed reading this. The circumstance where Evie met Lauren was cute even if it was a bit weird. It's too modern. But hey, since online dating works, then I guess I had no qualms about this one.

3.  HOURGLASS BY IBI ZOBOI

RATING: 3/5

REVIEW: MaleFemale. It was an alright story. The writing, story, and the characters were alright. I did not enjoy it more because it focused more on Cherish's issues with her bestfriend, Stacey. I did not like that they broke their friendship over a useless guy. I wish Mamadou and Cherish had more interactions in the story rather than having met near the ending. Plus, I wish we got to see Cherish wearing the dress on prom.

4.  CLICK BY KATHARINE MCGEE

 "We did click. We don't need permission from an algorithm for that."

RATING: 5/5

REVIEW: MaleFemale. I really liked this story. The app was very interesting to me because I could imagine how it was created. I was fascinated by it. I really like how Alexa and Raden met. I like the twist it had in the end. It broke my heart though to find out about Alexa's sister.

5.  THE INTERN BY SARA SHEPARD

Someday, you'll be yourself again. But you know what? That doesn't have to be today.

RATING: 3/5
REVIEW: MaleFemale. This was another alright story. I liked Phineas. He comforted Clara and pushed her out of her comfort zone. I just felt something a little off about how fast everything happened given Clara's situation.

6.  SOMEWHERE THAT'S GREEN BY MEREDITH RUSSO

Lexie let out a single, surprised squeak, but after that all she heard was applause.

RATING: 4/5
REVIEW: TransGay. It was a cute story. It was interesting to see what the author did to the LGBT characters. She made them stand together and be proud of who they are. Still, I did like Lucian and Nia together in the beginning. It was adorable how much Lucian cared for her.

7. THE WAY WE LOVE HERE BY DHONIELLE CLAYTON

None of us know when our time is up. The gods gave us one gift- to know when our loves would come. The best part of life. It would be greedy.

RATING: 5/5
REVIEW: MaleFemale. I really loved this story. This is the story that annoyed me the most because I really want the full version. It had an interesting premise and the events that were shown will really affect you. I really want them to get together in the future even if it will just end up in disaster. At least they had time together.

8.  OOMPH BY EMERY LORD

I put my music on shuffle when I sat down and this is the first song that came up.
A screenshot of a song called "Pretty Girl at the Airport".

RATING: 3.8/5
REVIEW: FemaleFemale. It was a simple airport romance but it was very cute. It was adorable that they used Natasha and Peggy as code names.

9.  THE DICTIONARY OF YOU AND ME BY JENNIFER L. ARMENTROUT
RATING: 4.3/5
REVIEW: MaleFemale. I really liked this story. Moss and the guy were really cute together. I love that it was through a book that they met and they had their first meet up in the library.

10.  THE UNLIKELY LIKELIHOOD OF FALLING IN LOVE BY JOCELYN DAVIES

But like I said before, you can't plan for everything.

RATING: 4/5
REVIEW: MaleFemale. It was a very cute story. I liked that she incorporated Math and fate together. It was fun but you could predict that she'll be able to meet the guy.

11. 259 MILLION MILES BY KASS MORGAN
RATING: 3.8/5

REVIEW: MaleFemale. This was a cute but sad story. How are things supposed to work between them if they are on different planets! I'm glad that Blythe was able to encourage Phillip though. Their scene in the isolation chamber was cute.

12.  SOMETHING REAL BY JULIE MURPHY

She pulls back, lingering for a moment, her lips hovering above mine. "Something real," she says.

RATING: 4.25/5
REVIEW: FemaleFemale. It was a really short but really cute story. Martha and June's connection felt real and adorable. I loved it. I loved the circumstance where they met.

13. SAY EVERYTHING BY HUNTLEY FITZPATRICK

What you get to keep is the friendship- and someday more- of that boy whose life unexpected collided with yours, who made it a resolution to right a wrong, whatever way he could.

RATING: 2.7/5
REVIEW: MaleFemale. It was an alright story but not really that amazing. There were times that I felt cringy about the situation but I liked what Sean was doing. He was a good guy.

14. THE DEPARTMENT OF DEAD LOVE BY NICOLA YOON

 "All love ends," she says.
 "Maybe," I say. "But it has to start somewhere."

RATING: 3.5/5

REVIEW: MaleFemale. I liked the concept that there is a department for helping heartbroken people. I even liked Thomas and Gabby together and I predicted it would be them together in the end but I can't help but think about how Sam would feel? He disrupted her life and gave her a way to restore their relationship which she also wanted but just stopped.